Uncommon tears

This morning I cried with my mother. I am not one to do that often. Not that I don't have a great relationship with her....just not that type where we weep and wail over everything/anything. Our most frequent tears occur while watching a sappy movie together but other than that? Becoming a mother has brought on a whole new range of emotions I never knew existed within me. I am SO sad that my family doesn't get to experience every moment with us as we raise Owen. I feel so selfish to have him way down here California but we know it is all part of God's plan for our lives. My wonderful parents and fun brother and sister came over to see Owen one last time this morning before they make the LONG trek home to Washington. We had so much fun spending time with them this week and look forward to the next time we all can get together....hopefully sooner than later! Happy birthday to me....my mom is paying for me to fly home for a visit....only request....I have to bring Owen!